Mnemonics

Lebih Biru dari Biru

2011-04-25T20:45:00.001+08:00

Lucah sana, lucah sini,

Terpampang sudah segenap segi,

Jelas terpapar dedahan asli,

Sekali tonton rasa nak lagi.

Siapa gerangan pelakon utama,

Perutnya boroi membuyut dada,

Bertuala panjang badan perkasa,

Namun identiti masih rahsia.

Wawasan 2020 semakin dihampiri,

Kini namanya wawasan pornografi,

Anak muda dihidang aksi,

sebelum belajar buat sendiri.

Zaman remaja mengenal dunia,

Belajar dari telunjuk yang tua,

Porno hadir hidangan utama,

Lazat dan bertenaga si anak muda.

Video merangsang darah si muda,

Yang tidak mengerti, tahu segala,

Yang jahil, peroleh idea,

Senyap-senyap intai tandas wanita,

Waktu malam pecah masuk asrama,

Rogol, sumbang mahram dan juga berzina,

Semakin bertambah 'permata' negara.

Inilah lumrah politik negara,

Kalau naik angin nak londeh semua,

Londeh sini dan londeh sana,

Yang penting kekal terus berkuasa,

Maruah negara belakang kira.

Dedah-mendedah dah jadi budaya,

Semua nak jadi berita utama,

Akhbar perdana dua kali lima,

Tanpa mengira sempadan agama,

Yang penting kami buat kerja.

Ya Allah Yang Maha Adil Saksama,

Tunjukkan kebenaran buat kami semua,

Yang zalim pasti Kau azab dan laknat,

Yang benar pasti Kau kurnia rahmat.

Kebenaran pasti akan tersurat,

Semoga yang bersabar beroleh berkat,

Di akhirat kelak beroleh rehat..

Hasil karya: Mat Teropong @ Muhammad Firdaus Abdul Rahim

When We Touched The Soft Spot.

2011-02-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

Iman

Pemergian ku ke Rumah Anak-anak Yatim Nurul Ehsan, Sungai Siput pada asalnya untuk menimba pengalaman sebanyak mungkin yang tidak pernah terjangkau oleh fikiran, walaupun aku pernah mendengar perkhabaran yang mengatakan pengalaman di sana adalah sesuatu yang amat bermakna dan sukar untuk dilupakan. Kami diminta oleh Majlis Tertinggi Rancangan Khidmat Masyarakat, USM (RKMUSM) untuk mendapatkan sekurang-kurangnya seorang anak yatim untuk dijadikan adik angkat bagi menyelami kisah dan latar belakang mereka. Bagi diriku, ini adalah satu cabaran kerana seseorang yang mempunyai masalah peribadi seperti mereka agak sukar untuk mempercayai orang luar, apatah lagi berkongsi sesuatu yang peribadi. Jadi, aku tidak meletakkan sebarang harapan untuk mendapatkan adik angkat di sana.

Rombongan RKMUSM tiba di rumah kebajikan tersebut lebih kurang selepas masuknya waktu zuhur dan sambutan yang ala kadar. Aku melihat keceriaan terpancar jelas di mata anak-anak kecil tatkala melihat kedatangan kami di sana. Mereka amat teruja apabila abang-abang dan kakak-kakak angkat mereka datang lantas memberikan pelukan erat menunjukkan tanda rindu mereka yang sekian lama dipendam. Namun begitu, aku tertarik dek kecomelan dan kelincahan seorang anak kecil yang cuba mendapatkan perhatian kami. Dia menjadi tarikan kepada semua rakan-rakan ku yang lain. Ada yang bersalaman dengannya, mencuit lengan dan ada juga yang menarik pipinya yang gebu. Aku hanya melihat dari sudut yang jauh. Adik tersebut dikenali sebagai Iman.

Selesai solat zuhur berjemaah, kami diminta untuk berkumpul di suatu tempat bagi melakukan pengisian yang seterusnya iaitu sesi pengenalan diri. Aku lihat Iman keseorangan di surau dan tidak seperti yang lain, lincah untuk ke dewan. Lantas dengan penuh kemesraan aku mengajaknya bersama ku ke dewan. “Iman penat, tak larat nak pegi..” katanya. Aku mempelawa untuk mendukung tubuh kecil itu bagi membantunya bergerak ke dewan. Dengan hati yang terbuka, dia menyambut tangan ku dan memeluk dengan erat bagai pertama kali didukung. Aku senyum simpul melihat reaksinya yang positif.

Pada sebelah petangnya, kami diberi tugasan untuk mendapatkan adik-adik angkat dan cuba memperoleh maklumat tentang diri mereka. Tidak ada yang lain di hati kecil ku melainkan Iman yang masih lagi duduk bersama ku. Aku mendukungnya ke sungai di mana rakan-rakan ku yang lain membuat aktiviti bersama adik-adik mereka. Aku terkejut apabila melihat dirinya yang sebenarnya mempunyai kekurangan dari segi fizikal. Dia dikatakan berusia 8 tahun, tetapi mempunyai tubuh seorang kanak-kanak lelaki yang berusia 4 tahun kerana dia menghadapi masalah dengan pembentukan tulang. Aku dinasihatkan agar memegangnya dengan berhati-hati kerana tulang lembutnya agak sensitif. Selain itu, Iman tidak mempunyai tulang tengah di bahagian hidung yang membuatkan aku lebih sayu tatkala memerhatikannya. Terdapat juga parut-parut kekal di kepala, tangan, kaki dan beberapa tempat yang lain. Ini telah membuatkan diriku semakin terpanggil untuk menyelami tentang insan kerdil yang berada di samping ku ini.

Kami duduk di suatu agak jauh daripada yang lain. Di situ, aku mula menyentuh hal-hal peribadi Iman. Tetapi Iman masih tidak mahu memberikan apa-apa respons dan menyebabkan aku mula kelu. Dia kelihatan runsing dan kerap memberikan jelingan yang tajam setiap kali aku menyoal hal-hal berkenaan keluarganya. Aku tidak mahu memaksa, dia masih kecil dan sangat rapuh pertahanan emosinya. Aku menukar corak pendekatan terhadapnya dan bertanya tentang hobi, makanan kesukaannya, permainan yang digemarinya dan di selang seli dengan ayat-ayat yang lucu bagi menarik perhatiannya. Bibit-bibit kemesraan mula ditonjolkan oleh Iman. Dia memberikan respons yang baik dan semakin mesra dengan ku.

“Iman duduk sini baru 8 hari, Ibu yang hantar Iman dekat sini. Ibu tak suka Iman. Ibu tak sayangkan Iman lagi.” Katanya dengan nada yang sayu. Dia telah mula membuka cerita peribadinya kepada ku. Walaupun aku terkasima dengan kata-katanya, aku cuba mengawal perasaannya agar dia tidak berhenti meluahkan perasaan kepada ku. Untuk diringkaskan cerita ini, aku telah berjaya mencungkil sebahagian besar hal-hal peribadinya pada petang itu.

Nama diberi, Muhd Iman bin Zulfakar. Dia dilahirkan di Kuala Lumpur tetapi dibesarkan oleh keluarga angkat di Tambun, Ipoh. Iman tinggal bersama dengan dengan Emak (keluarga angkatnya) sedari kecil sehinggalah saat dia dibawa oleh ibu kandungnya untuk tinggal di rumah kebajikan tersebut. Aku berasa sangat hiba mendengar keluhan dan luahan hatinya sehinggakan aku menitiskan air mata jantan yang sangat jarang mengalir. Dia terlalu mentah untuk mengharungi onak dan duri dalam kehidupan ini, tapi dia kental dalam meneruskan kehidupannya yang aku rasa kurang bernasib baik.

Sepanjang aku di sana, Iman tidak pernah lepas daripada pandangan ku. Dia sentiasa di sisi ku kerana dia sangat memerlukan aku dalam tempoh dua hari satu malam rombongan kami di sana. Kami mandi bersama, akan bersama, bermain bersama, tidur bersama malah aku lah yang memakaikan pakaian dan menyisir rapi rambutnya. Aku sangat mengasihi insan kerdil tersebut. Tatkala selesai berdoa selepas solat berjemaah, aku memberikannya ciuman di dahi Iman tanda kasih ku kepadanya. Namun begitu, lawatan kami terlalu singkat. Terlalu banyak yang perlu disingkap dan terlalu banyak yang perlu dikongsi bersamanya. Aku telah meninggalkan nombor telefon dan alamat ku padanya dengan harapan dia akan menghubungi ku di saat dia memerlukan sokongan. Aku juga telah berjanji akan menghubunginya dan akan datang pada 2hb Dec 2010.

Pengalaman pendek di Rumah Anak-anak Yatim Nurul Ehsan telah banyak membuka lembaran baru dalam hidup ku. Aku semakin menyukai kanak-kanak dan menghargai insan-insan sepertinya. Lawatan tersebut juga talah menambahkan perasaan syukur ku kepada yang Maha Esa serta sentiasa menghargai kehidupan yang selesa setiap saat aku terjaga. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Tuhan ku yang maha Agung limpahkan lah rahmat mu kepada insan yang bernama Muhd Iman bin Zulfakar. Sesungguhnya hanya engkau sahaja yang Maha Mengetahui betapa kasihnya aku terhadap insan tersebut.

Menggamit Memori Manis Bersama Adik Iman. We Love you.

Syukur Selamanya

2010-12-20T22:10:00.001+08:00

Hari ini sebelum kita mengatakan kata-kata yang tidak baik,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak dapat berkata-kata sama sekali.

Sebelum kita mengeluh tentang rasa dari makanan,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak punya apapun untuk dimakan.

Sebelum anda mengeluh tidak punya apa-apa,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meminta-minta dijalanan.

Sebelum kita mengeluh bahawa kita buruk,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang berada pada keadaan yang terburuk di dalam hidupnya.

Sebelum mengeluh tentang suami atau isteri anda,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang memohon kepada Tuhan untuk diberikan teman hidup.

Hari ini sebelum kita mengeluh tentang hidup,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meninggal terlalu cepat.

Sebelum kita mengeluh tentang anak-anak kita,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang sangat ingin mempunyai anak tetapi dirinya mandul.

Sebelum kita mengeluh tentang rumah yang kotor kerana pembantu tidak mengerjakan tugasnya,
Fikirkan tentang orang-orang yang tinggal dijalanan.

Dan di saat kita letih dan mengeluh tentang pekerjaan,
Fikirkan tentang pengangguran, orang-orang cacat yang berharap mereka mempunyai pekerjaan seperti kita.

Sebelum kita menunjukkan jari dan menyalahkan orang lain,
Ingatlah bahawa tidak ada seorangpun yang tidak berdosa.

Dan ketika kita sedang bersedih dan hidup dalam kesusahan,
Tersenyum dan berterima kasihlah kepada Tuhan bahawa kita masih hidup !

Bayi lahir dengan satu mata di Israel - sign of Dajjal?

2010-03-13T22:32:00.006+08:00

(AS RECEIVED) - (MUST SEE AND READ) - (WORTH READING )

Alert Ummah, there is a 90% chance that we will see the Jewish Dajjal in our lifetime
(Sahih Bukhari: Book of afflictions, Volume 9, Book 88, Number 240)
Just look at the recent Map of Madinah city, if you find one, and you will see that there are 7 main entrances today leading to the city.ALERT Ummah!!!there is 90% chance that we will see the Jewish Dajjal in our lifetime!
See attached photo of the child for proof.

We are living at the end of times. we are already experiencing the minor signs of judgement day that preceed the appearance of the Major signs. Once these minor signs finish--know that 95% of these signs have already come to pass-- we will be encountering the Major signs immediately. One of these first signs amongst the Major ones is appearance of the Jewish Anti Christ or the Masih ad-Dajjal.

The affliction of this Jewish Messiah is so great that none from the times of Prophet Adam till the day of resurrection have or will create and spread that much affliction. His affliction will be so dangerous and so harmful that there is no Prophet of God who did not warn his ummah about the coming of this person. the Dajjal will be able to deceive the very elect, the very pious, the one who thinks he has faith in his/her heart. this generation is very very close to meet the Dajjal. Why? Because there are two specific signs that will appear in Madina as reported by our Prophet Muhammad (sallallaahu `alayhi wa sallam), which will mark that the time for the appearance of Dajjal, he will appear or be born in the midnight . And these two Signs have already appeared!!!!

Here we provide to you the two specific traditions: Narrated Abdullah ibn Shafeeq who reported from Muhjin ibn Adraa who reported that the Prophet(saw) said,
"The End/finish/khalaas day, and What do you know what the khalaas days is--the prophet repeats the same statement 3 times..Some one asked him, "what is the day of Khalaas?" . The Prophet then answered, "The Dajjal will come and will climb and will see Madina and then he will say to his companions, "Do you see that White Palace?That is the Mosque of Ahmad--another name of Prophet Muhammad--", Afterwards the Dajjal will come to Madina but will find that by its each entrance there is an armed angel ( who would not allow him entry)...... afterwards Madina will shake 3 times and there will not remain a hypocrite male or female nor will there remain a fasiq male or female who would not go out to the Dajjal (to join him), and that is the day of khalaas.
(An authentic tradition reported with a sahih isnad reported by Sheikh Mustafa Adwi in his work Al-Fitan wal Malaahim wa Asraatus S'aa) source: http://www.raddadi. com/madinah/ madinah.htm

During the time of the prophet the Masjidun Nabawi or the Mosque of Ahmad was very simple as it was built of mud bricks and had date leaves as its covering for the roof. It was just recently in our era that the Mosque of Prophet was expanded and was given a very grand and beautiful structure. Anyone who has travelled to Madina in recent times will confirm that upon reaching the vacinities of this holy city, the Mosque of the Prophet appears as a pearl or as a palace amongst other building from a far. Muslims take this as an awakening token, Wake and think seriously, the other sign the prophet fortold regarding the closeness of Dajjal's appearance is that Madina at that time--at the time of Dajjal's appearance ;

-will have 7 main entrances:
The Prophet said, "The terror caused by Al-Masih Ad-Dajjal will not enter Medina and at that time Medina will have seven gates and there will be two angels at each gate (guarding them). (Sahih Bukhari: Book of afflictions, Volume 9, Book 88, Number 240)
Just look at the recent Map of Madinah city, if you find one, and you will see that there are 7 main entrances today leading to the city.
One road coming from Jeddah,
the other coming from Makkah,
another coming from Rabigh,
one from the airport,
another from Tabouk,
and two from surrounding areas.

Muslims get up, Know the Jews better, Avoid them, Be prepared to face them intellectually, politically and economically wise.

p/s ; Allah's Apostle said,"The Earth was shown to me until i saw the east of the east and the west of the west[cant recall the order], and the authority of my ummah dominated all what I saw."{Muslim-Ahmad] During the time of the prophet the east of the east was china and the west of the west was France . history is a witness that the Islamic conquest did not reach that far. However this will happen in the near future inshallah when once again God honors Muslims.

all these info were taken from an e-mail forwarded by my previous classmate. tq

What do you want from me?

2009-12-28T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up on me
I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

(So I) just don’t give up
I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in,
I won’t let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, i won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
whataya want from me
whataya want from me

thank you A. Lambert

What people say in court

2009-09-11T02:03:00.001+08:00

Actual quotes from the courts:

Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?
A: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.

Q: Did you blow your horn or anything?
A: After the accident?
A: Sure, I played for ten years. I even went to school for it.

Q: The youngest son, the twenty-year old, how old is he?
Q: Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse?
A: No.

Q: Did you check for blood pressure?
A: No.

Q: Did you check for breathing?
A: No.

Q: So, then it is possible that the patient was alive when you beganthe autopsy?
A: No.

Q: How can you be so sure, Doctor?
A: Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar.

Q: But could the patient have still been alive nevertheless?
A: It is possible that he could have been alive and practicing law somewhere.

;)

Before you take off.

2009-08-28T22:05:00.008+08:00

I don't know the polite way of saying goodbye. But, what I've ever known is, its hurt a lot. Frankly, I have to say that I'm gonna miss u very much and I want u to notice that before u went away. Even though only for 4 years, I hope its not going to change our friendship legacy.

As the saying goes, absence makes heart grows fonder. Hope that everything will be fine as we expected. Do miss me and I will miss u even more.

In this opportunity, I would like wish u best of luck in your study. Take care of yourself, take your medicines properly, befriend with those Chinese men but don't marry them okay! Lol.

So long and goodbye, my best friend, Syafiqah binti Osman.

Sketsa Lelaki?

2009-08-22T13:40:00.004+08:00

Lelaki tulin. Tahu hakikat yang dia dijadikan sebagai lelaki dan dari itu bersifat sebagai lelaki dan tidak bertingkah laku hingga terkeluar dari kategori lelaki

Lelaki yang berharga. Lelaki yang tidak cemburu buta kerana lelaki yang cemburu itu lemah dan cemburu itu melambangkan bahawa dirinya tidak berharga.

Lelaki yang teguh jiwa. Tidak mudah mengalirkan air mata. Bila lelaki menangis, maka harga dirinya hilang kerana air mata adalah perhiasan hati wanita.

Lelaki yang sederhana. Tidak meninggi diri dan tidak pula terlalu merendah diri.

Lelaki yang cantik. Wanita menganggap kecantikan lelaki berada pada perangainya dan kebersihan hatinya.

Lelaki yang punya pendirian. Lelaki yang berpegang teguh pada kata-katanya dan menunaikan janji bila berjanji.

Lelaki yang kemas bersih. Menjaga kebersihan serta berdandan tetapi tidak secara berlebihan. Pakaiannya kemas dan tidak nampak canggung.

Lelaki yang cerdik. Cepat faham apa yang dikehendaki oleh wanita tanpa perlu disebutkan.

Lelaki yang cekap. Segera memberikan kepada wanita apa yang dihajati tanpa perlu diminta terlebih dahulu.

Lelaki yang bijak. Tidak suka bercerita tentang kelebihan atau ketampanan dirinya.

Lelaki yang tabah. Tidak mudah hilang akal bila menghadapi masalah dan tidak bingung atau kalut bila menghadapi suasana menekan, kesuntukan masa, atau cemas.

Lelaki yang berwawasan. Tidak melakukan sesuatu tanpa merancang. Objektif dan cekal dalam mengejar cita-citanya. Masa digunakan untuk perkara yang produktif.

Lelaki yang baik. Tidak suka hidup berfoya. Taat kepada suruhan agama. Tidak berjudi, berzina atau minum arak.

Lelaki yang sopan. Tahu menghormati orang tua serta pandai mengambil hati.

Lelaki yang mengasihi. Walaupun mungkin dia tidak menyatakan kasihnya pada wanita itu. Sesuatu masa, wanita berharap lelaki ini akan meluahkan perasaan kasihnya itu.

Lelaki yang ceria. Boleh berjenaka dan berkongsi cerita. Tidak selalu sugul dan berkerut-kerut dahinya.

USD 100,000 (RM357,000)

2009-08-15T11:00:00.005+08:00

JAKARTA, Aug 12 — A suspect shot dead in Indonesia last weekend was not Islamic militant Noordin Mohammad Top and he is still at large, police said today, dashing hopes for a breakthrough in a hunt for the mastermind of a string of attacks.

The man killed in the raid was identified as Ibrohim, who worked as a florist in the Ritz-Carlton hotel in Jakarta and is suspected to be the inside man on the suicide bombings at two luxury hotels in Jakarta last month.

“We checked samples with (Ibrohim’s) family in Cilimus and it’s a 100 per cent match,” Eddy Saparwoko, head of Indonesia’s Disaster Victim Identification unit, told a news conference. Cilimus is a district in Cirebon in West Java.

Top is believed to have planned last month’s near-simultaneous on the JW Marriott and Ritz-Carlton hotels, which killed nine people and wounded 53.

The police were at first confident that Noordin had been killed during an 18-hour siege at a remote farmhouse in Central Java. However, they said today that forensic tests now showed they had killed an accomplice, not Noordin.

Media reports quoting police sources said Noordin probably fled a few hours before the anti-terrorism unit raided the house. Police confirmed that a suspect had told them that Noordin was in the house.

National police spokesman Nanan Soekarna said the authorities believed Noordin was still in Indonesia and expected him to keep on trying to launch attacks. “The assumption is that he will keep on doing so,” he told reporters.

Ibrohim, who was shot dead in a raid in Central Java last week.

Graffiti

2009-08-10T18:38:00.002+08:00

Graffiti Tuan Guru Nik Aziz Nik Mat

" Sehingga kini, di jalanan, graffiti Tok Guru Nik Aziz terus menjadi tema utama Mike dan rakan-rakan dalam usaha 'menghias' kawasan lorong sempit di sini. " kata salah seorg senior saya di Nothingham, UK.

Ikon beliau sebagai tuan guru bukan sahaja disaksikan di Malaysia, tetapi di seluruh dunia.

Noordin Mohammed Top Killed. A lie?

2009-08-08T21:04:00.006+08:00

Noordin Mohammed Top

JAKARTA, Aug 8 — Indonesian police have shot dead a man suspected to be leading Islamic militant Noordin Mohammed Top during raids in Central Java and were trying to identify his body, police sources said today.

A raid was still going on at a remote house in rice fields in Temanggung where three to four suspected militants were thought to be holed up.

After an overnight standoff and sporadic exchanges of gunfire, shots and explosions could be heard as TV footage showed heavily armed black-clad police from the anti-terrorism unit creeping towards the house, some sheltering behind shields.

Local TV network TVOne quoted an unnamed police source as saying that Noordin may still be in the house after being shot and wounded.

Separately, police said they had killed two suspected militants and found up to 500kg of bombs during a raid on a house in the Bekasi area near the capital Jakarta.

Malaysian-born Noordin is a prime suspect thought to be behind the near simultaneous suicide attacks on two luxury Jakarta hotels.

The July 17 attacks on the JW Marriott and Ritz-Carlton killed nine and wounded 53, including Indonesians and foreigners, and broke a four-year lull.

Police have launched a series of raids since yesterday and a police source close to the investigation into the hotel attacks told Reuters the man suspected to be Noordin was killed during a raid on a workshop in Temanggung, over 250 miles southeast of Jakarta.

"He was shot dead," the source said, adding that raids in the area had led police to the house in Bekasi, just east of the capital, where bombs had been found. A Reuters correspondent in Bekasi heard a loud blast from the cordoned-off area.

A source in Indonesia's anti-terrorism unit Detachment 88 also said police believed Noordin had been killed.

"I think this is very significant. Hopefully the person in Temanggung is Noordin," said national police spokesman Nanan Soekarna.

Two men had been shot dead in Bekasi after throwing a pipe bomb at police — one a suspected bomb-maker and the other linked to a 2004 attack on the Australian embassy, said Soekarna.

He said two other suspects believed to be involved in recruiting suicide bombers were still on the run.

National Police Chief Bambang Hendarso Danuri said police had captured three men in Central Java and three men in Jakarta during the raids.

He said the bombs appeared to have been prepared for use in a car bomb attack on "a very particular target", but did not elaborate.

Soekarna said police had identified the two suicide bombers who carried out the hotel attacks — 19-year-old Danny Dwi Permana from Bogor in the Marriott attack and 28 year-old Nana Ihwa Maulana from Pandeglang in the Ritz-Carlton bombing.

Yesterday, police had said two men who were believed to be Noordin's bodyguards had been arrested in a workshop in a market in Temanggung and had led police to a house in the same area where there had been a shoot-out with suspected militants.

Intelligence officials say Top and fellow Malaysian Azahari Husin, a bomb-maker who was killed in a 2005 police raid, were leaders in the Jemaah Islamiah militant network, blamed for a series of bomb attacks in Indonesia since 2002.

Noordin is believed to have planned previous bomb attacks on the JW Marriott in Jakarta in 2003, on the Australian Embassy in Jakarta in 2004 and in Bali in 2005.

Reuters

Do u know about Pneumonia?

2009-07-26T19:21:00.005+08:00

What is pneumonia?

Pneumonia is a lung infection that can make you very sick. You may cough, run a fever, and have a hard time breathing. For most people, pneumonia can be treated at home. It often clears up in 2 to 3 weeks. But older adults, babies, and people with other diseases can become very ill. They may need to be in the hospital.

You can get pneumonia in your daily life, such as at school or work. This is called community-based pneumonia. You can also get it when you are in a hospital or nursing home. This is called hospital-based pneumonia. It may be more severe because you already are ill. This topic focuses on pneumonia you get in your daily life.

What causes pneumonia?

Germs called bacteria or viruses usually cause pneumonia.

Pneumonia usually starts when you breathe the germs into your lungs. You may be more likely to get the disease after having a cold or the flu. These illnesses make it hard for your lungs to fight infection, so it is easier to get pneumonia. Having a long-term, or chronic, disease like asthma, heart disease, cancer, or diabetes also makes you more likely to get pneumonia.

What are the symptoms?

Symptoms of pneumonia caused by bacteria usually come on quickly. They may include:

Cough. You will likely cough up mucus (sputum) from your lungs. Mucus may be rusty or green or tinged with blood.
Fever.
Fast breathing and feeling short of breath.
Shaking and "teeth-chattering" chills. You may have this only one time or many times.
Chest pain that often feels worse when you cough or breathe in.
Fast heartbeat.
Feeling very tired or feeling very weak.
Nausea and vomiting.
Diarrhea.

When you have mild symptoms, your doctor may call this "walking pneumonia."

Older adults may have different, fewer, or milder symptoms. They may not have a fever. Or they may have a cough but not bring up mucus. The main sign of pneumonia in older adults may be a change in how well they think. Confusion or delirium is common. Or, if they already have a lung disease, that disease may get worse.

Symptoms caused by viruses are the same as those caused by bacteria. But they may come on slowly and often are not as obvious or as bad.

How is pneumonia diagnosed?

Your doctor will ask you about your symptoms and do a physical exam. He or she may order a chest X-ray and a blood test. This is usually enough for your doctor to know if you have pneumonia. You may need more tests if you have bad symptoms, are an older adult, or have other health problems. In general, the sicker you are, the more tests you will have.

Your doctor may also test mucus from your lungs to find out what germ is causing your pneumonia. Finding the exact germ can help your doctor choose the best medicine for you.

How is it treated?

Your doctor will give you medicines called antibiotics. These almost always cure pneumonia caused by bacteria. You need to take all of your antibiotics so you get well. Do not stop taking them because you feel better. Take them exactly as your doctor tells you.

Pneumonia can make you feel very sick. But after you take antibiotics, you should start to feel much better. Call your doctor if you do not start to feel better after 2 to 3 days of antibiotics. Call your doctor right away if you feel worse.

There are things you can do to feel better during your treatment. Get plenty of rest and sleep, and drink lots of liquids. Do not smoke. If your cough keeps you awake at night, talk to your doctor about using cough medicine.

You may need to go to the hospital if you have bad symptoms, a weak immune system, or another serious illness.

Pneumonia caused by a virus usually cannot be treated with antibiotics. Home treatment, such as rest and taking care of your cough, is the only treatment.

How can you prevent pneumonia?

If you are older than 65, you smoke, or you have a heart or lung problem, you may want to get a pneumococcal vaccine. It may not keep you from getting pneumonia. But if you do get pneumonia, you probably will not be as sick.

You can also lower your chances of getting pneumonia by staying away from people who have the flu, colds, measles, or chickenpox. You may get pneumonia after you have one of these illnesses.

Home Treatment

Home treatment is important for recovery from pneumonia. The following measures can help you recover and avoid complications, such as further infection or a buildup of fluid in the space between the lung and chest wall (pleural effusion).

While you are at home:

Get plenty of rest and prevent dehydration by drinking plenty of fluids.
Take care of your cough if it is making it difficult for you to rest. A cough is one way your body gets rid of the infection, and you should not try to eliminate coughing unless it is severe enough to make breathing difficult, cause vomiting, or prevent rest.
Consider taking acetaminophen (such as Tylenol) or aspirin to help reduce fever and make you feel more comfortable. Do not give aspirin to anyone younger than 20 because of the risk of Reye's syndrome.

Do not give cough and cold medicines to a child younger than 2 unless your child’s doctor has told you to. If your child’s doctor tells you to give a medicine, be sure to follow what he or she tells you to do.

Always check whether any over-the-counter cough or cold medicines you are taking contain acetaminophen. If they do, make sure the acetaminophen you are taking in your cold medicine, plus any other acetaminophen you may be taking, is not higher than the daily recommended dose. Ask your doctor or pharmacist how much you can take every day.

Your doctor may want to see you after a week of treatment to make sure you are getting better. Be sure to contact your doctor if you do not feel better, your cough gets worse, you have shortness of breath or a fever, you feel weak, or you feel faint when you stand up.

Tuhan sedang memerhatikan segalanya di Perak

2009-05-10T18:00:00.003+08:00

V. Sivakumar ( Speaker dewan Perak )

Saya mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada semua kawan-kawan yang memberi semangat kepada saya. Dorangan dan petunjuk daripada daripada kalian semua amat saya hargai sepanjang hayat saya.

Saya juga mengucapkan terima kasih kepada ADUN-ADUN Perak yang berjuang bersama-sama saya dalam mempertahankan sistem demokrasi di negeri yang tercinta. Saya cukup bangga dengan semangat dan keberanian mereka dalam menghadapi situasi yang genting pada 7 Mei 2009. Syabas dan taniah!

Puak-puak yang merancang konspirasi untuk merampas kuasa speaker secara fizikal harus berasa malu. Kekasaran telah digunakan dalam strategi rampasan kuasa yang berlaku pada kali yang kedua di Perak.

Mula-mula kuasa eksekutif dirampas kemudian kuasa legislatif juga dirampas. Pihak ini akan mendapat balasan yang sewajarnya.

Saya percaya yang benar akan tetap menang tidak lama lagi. Tuhan memerhatikan segala-galanya yang sedang berlaku di bumi Perak ini. Yang bersalah akan tetap dihakimi dalam Mahkamah Tuhan. Yang zalim akan tetap akan menghadapi padahnya.

Sekali lagi saya ucapkan terima kasih kepada semua yang bersama-sama dengan kami. HIDUP RAKYAT!

Hidup Mengkianati Rakyat Adalah Serupa Mati
Mati Membela Rakyat Adalah Serupa Hidup

YB.V.Sivakumar

Just One

2009-05-07T20:11:00.004+08:00

One song can spark a moment,
One flower can wake a dream.
One tree can start a forest,
One bird can herald spring.
One smile can begins a friendship,
One handclasp can lifts a soul.
One star can guide a ship at sea,
One word can frame the goal.
One vote can change a nation,
One sunbeam light a room.
One candle wipe out darkness,
One laugh can conquer gloom.
One step must start each journey,
One word must start each prayer.
One hope will raise our spirits,
One touch can show you care.
One voice can speak with wisdom,
One heart can know what's true.
One life can make a difference,

You see, it's up to you!

Kabinet Malaysia.

2009-04-10T21:42:00.005+08:00

YANG di-Pertuan Agong, Tuanku Mizan Zainal Abidin bergambar dengan Perdana Menteri, Datuk Seri Najib Razak dan Timbalannya, Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, serta anggota Kabinet lain selepas istiadat pengurniaan surat cara pelantikan dan mengangkat sumpah jawatan dan taat setia serta sumpah menyimpan rahsia menteri dan timbalan menteri di Balairong Seri, Istana Negara di sini, hari ini. Barisan Kabinet baru yang diumumkan semalam oleh Najib menampilkan 28 menteri dan 40 timbalan menteri bagi 25 kementerian.

Diharapkan dengan tertubuhnya sebuah kabinet baru, yang bertindak sebagai badan ekskutif atau badan pelaksana ini mampu mencapai matlamat dan menangai semua masalah di dalaman mahupun drpd luar.

Selamat Bersemadi.

2009-04-08T19:03:00.004+08:00

Kemenangan Dato Seri Ir Haji Mohamad Nizar Jamaluddin bagi kerusi Parlimen P059 Bukit Gantang dengan majoriti yang meningkat hampir sekali ganda daripada PRU12 yg lepas menunjukkan rakyat telah muak dan cuak dengan politik Umno!

Terbukti, rakyat menolak permohonan mereka bertiga apabila BN kalah di Bukit Gantang dengan majoriti yang sangat besar iaitu 2,789 undi. Kini apa yang akan dibuat oleh Najib dan Zambry khasnya selepas rakyat menolak permohonan mereka.

Perjuangan Umno/BN yang kerapkali bertukar arah dan bersifat adhoc keputusannya akan menjadi semakin tidak relevan pada rakyat Malaysia. Umno akan terpupus dengan sendirinya. Sementara itu peranan Nizar akan bertambah dan karier politiknya akan bertambah cerah.

Kemenangan Nizar cetuskan inspirasi baru kepada Pas dan Pakatan Rakyat. Ia juga ukuran bahawa rakyat mempercayai ketelusan dan keikhlasan perjuangan Nizar dan Pas.

Jentera Pilihan Raya P.059 (ii)

2009-04-07T19:45:00.002+08:00

ian.

Jentera Pilihan Raya P.059

2009-04-03T19:32:00.009+08:00

Undi Itu Rahsia.

Bukit Gantang - P. 059 akan menyaksikan perlawanan 3 penjuru dan perwalkilan drpd Pakatan Rakyat meletakkan Datuk Seri Nizar, bekas Menteri Besar Perak yang dipaksa meletakkan jawatan dengan cara yang amat memalukan sebagai calon untuk bertanding. Kini tinggal beberapa hari sahaja lg, pilihan raya kecil yang sengit ini akan berlansung.

Daerah yang hampir dengan tempat saya bermastautin ini kini sedang berperang poster, bendera dan dipenuhi dgn FRU waima polis yang kerap kali melakukan road block. dan secara jujurnya, sesetengah persatuan yang berkepentingan di daerah ini sedang bertungkus lumus melindungi kawasan kempen ini drpd jentera kempen Pakatan Rakyat. apa puncanya? takut kalah lah. padahal, persatuan ini dibayar untuk melakukan perkara² keji demi menjaga periuk nasi pihak tertentu.

Tahukah anda, sejak penamaan calon bg kawasan Bukit Gantang, pelbagai bentuk medium digunakan oleh BN dalam berkempen? contoh terbaik, SMS! serius sy ingin katakan ahli keluarga saya menerima sekurang-kurangnya 3 kiriman sms sehari yang berbunyi ;

Jika anda mengundi Nizar, anda menyokong pengkhianat bangsa.
Jika anda mengundi Nizar, anda menyokong penderhaka Sultan.
Jika anda mengundi Nizar, anda menyokong DAP dlm memerintah Perak.

Apa semua ini? medium SMS digunakan dengan no yang digunakan bukanlah drpd rangkaian telekomunikasi awam. Bayangkan kalau pihak pembangkang yg buat cara neh? WOW. mesti dh lama dh masuk kes balai. tp...... lu pikir lah sendri bai!

Statistik Pilihan raya kecil Bukit Gantang.

Berasaskan analisis di Bukit Gantang, terdapat kira-kira 45 peratus undi Melayu dan 20 peratus undi bukan Melayu.

Berasaskan modus/bahan/modal kempen, BN akan kehilangan undi bukan Melayu. Hampir 40 peratus pengundi berketurunan Cina dan India di Bukit Gantang akan mengundi Pas. Isu perkauman yang disuarakan Umno/BN akan memakan diri.

Ramai yang meletakkan 80 peratus dari kira-kira 22,000 pengundi Cina dan India di Bukit Gantang ini akan mengundi PAS pada PRK ini. Ertinya 8,783 orang daripada mereka akan mengundi PAS. Ini bermakna, 14,000 (undi untuk Dr Lo’ Lo’ 2004) + 8,783 undi Cina dan India akan diperolehi calon PAS atau 22,783 undi.

Berasaskan inilah, ramai menganggarkan Pas akan menambahkan majoritinya dalam pilihan raya Bukit Gantang ini daripada 1,566 kepada kira-kira 5,000 undi.

Badan bebas, Ilham Centre yang membuat soalselidik juga mendapati 40 peratus penduduk Bukit Gantang yakin PAS akan memenangi PRK ini. Hanya 25 peratus memihak BN, baki 34 peratus pula tidak pasti. Insyaallah, Bukit Gantang akan kembali dimiliki oleh PAS.

Respect them.

2009-04-02T19:16:00.003+08:00

As a muslim, I fully agreed on what Yusof Islam said, and Islam really respect women and honour them, and that's why there exist some guidelines when socialising between men and women. Below is Yusof Islam response to the false rumours regarding veiled women:

"It’s true that I have asked my manager to respected request lady presenters from embracing me when giving awards or during public appearances, but that has nothing to do with my feelings or respect for them. Islam simply requires me to honour the dignity of ladies or young girls who are not closely related to me, and avoid physical intimacy, however innocent it may be." - Yusof Islam on the false rumour regarding veiled women

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-27T19:01:00.002+08:00

WE MUST take a serious view of the adverse impact of global warming. Ask any Malaysian and the chances are that they cannot see a connection between their daily activities and the global warming. And they cannot be entirely blamed because the climate change effects are not that visible in the country even though weather extremes have intensified in recent times. Awareness of climate change among the average Malaysian and even corporations is low.

Allowing climate change to take its course without any government intervention would be far more damaging to Malaysia in the long run. The economic impact of climate change will be devastating: Rising sea levels will result in shrinking land area, reduced crop yields will pose a threat to food security and export earnings, while our water supply will be jeopardy if we continue our "business-as-usual" ways.

The campaign to switch off lights for one hour during Earth Hour on March 28 is a good start. Thus, I plead all of you to participate and join me in Earth Hour Programme organized by WWF to support them in reducing the Global Warming. Do this for the sake of our Earth.

Please click on this following link to sign up to support the programme:
http://earthhour.org.my

If this innocent child even know how to contribute himself to the programme, why not you?

support this campaign to help our earth future.

Makna Ketuanan Melayu.

2009-03-12T20:14:00.003+08:00

Antara subjek terpenting yang pernah ditanya oleh pendidik saya, - Apakah maksud ketuanan Melayu yang pada marcapada ini sering dijadikan isu? isu sensitif. Hasil pembacaan saya, petikan artikal ini adalah antara yang bertepatan dengan makna ketuanan Melayu yang ditulis oleh Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim.

Ketuanan Melayu.

Tidak sesiapa yang harus menyangkal asas pembentukan negara persekutuan Tanah Melayu, Sabah dan Sarawak sepertimana yang termaktub dalam Perlembagaan. Namun setelah lima dekad Merdeka, terdapat hujahan dangkal dengan meniupkan slogan ketuanan kaum. Justeru itu kita wajar memberikan nafas baru kepada semangat Perlembagaan yang melakarkan dengan cermat kuasa rakyat.

Ketuanan rakyat yang kita maksudkan adalah demokrasi yang matang di bawah naungan raja beperlembagaan. Demokrasi yang matang adalah demokrasi dimana rakyatnya perkasa, jiwanya merdeka, akalnya pintar, tindakannya dipandu oleh prinsip moral dan idealisme. Demokrasi inilah yang kita perjuangkan. Pohon demokrasi ini akan kita suburkan dengan pembinaan institusi-institusi masyarakat madani, media yang bebas serta bertanggjung jawab dan perlaksanaan undang-udang dengan seadilnya.

Rakyat yang merdeka jiwanya, tinggi akal budinya sentiasa mahukan keadilan untuk semua. Orang Melayu, Cina, India, Iban, orang Ulu mahu mahu membina Malaysia yang boleh mereka banggakan.

Tidak ada rakyat Malaysia yang sebegitu rendah akal budinya yang mahukan keluhuran perlembagaan dinodai dan kedaulatan undang-undang dicabul oleh gerombolan perasuah dan perompak harta rakyat.

Justeru itu kita mahukan demokrasi yang matang, dan, manakala terdapat kebuntuan dan krisis berlarutan seperti yang berlaku di Perak, kewajarannya ialah untuk kembali kepada rakyat.

DSAI.

Keranda 152

2009-03-10T18:41:00.006+08:00

Anak Melayu
Panas dadamu membakar baju
Kita arak keranda 152
Ke tanah perkuburannya Parlimen

Sepuluh tanah nafas ini terhenti
Hari ini jangan lagi menyanyi

Sebentar lagi malam akan tiba
Tiap pintu dan jendela sudah dijaga
Bayang-bayang tidak bisa lewat jalan raya

Anak Melayu
Namamu telah diseru
Jawablah
Sebelum lidahmu jadi bisu

(Keranda 152, oleh Usman Awang)

Perkara 152 (1) di dalam Perlembagaan memperuntukkan bahawa Bahasa Kebangsaan ialah Bahasa Melayu dan diperuntukkan melalui undang-undang bahawa tiada siapa boleh dilarang atau dihalang menggunakan (selain bagi maksud rasmi) atau daripada mengajarkan atau belajar, apa-apa bahasa lain. Perkara 152 (6) pula memperuntukkan bahawa perkara-perkara pendidikan negara, mata pelajaran utama dalam kurikulum kebangsaan yang diuruskan oleh Kementerian Pelajaran adalah bagi maksud rasmi. Demikianlah Perkara 152 yang telah datuk-datuk kita usung di dalam keranda empat puluh dua tahun dahulu. Setelah disempurnakan pengebumiannya oleh Maharaja Maha pada tahun 2003, kini ada usaha untuk membangunkan semula 152 dari kuburnya. Mereka yakin, 152 belum wafat sepenuhnya.

PPSMI dan alasan mereka.

2009-03-08T22:13:00.005+08:00

‘Kita semua ada lah hamba kepada sistem pendidikan yang dipolitikan dan dikomersilkan’ itulah terjemahan komen seorang rakan saya dari Australia. Saya sangat bersetuju dengan beliau bila dikaitkan dengan PPSMI, kerana ;

1. Di politikan;

Benarkah ia berjaya? Ia berjaya bila semua keputusan peperiksaan awam di ‘tailor cut’. Keputusan peperiksaan jika diterjemahkan dalam bentuk graf normal, ia jadi abnormal, bila bilangan mendapat ‘A’ terlalu ramai timbul soalan, ia ke? Cerdik sungguh ke budak-budak sekarang? Budak tak cerdik yang cerdiknya ahli-ahli politik. Kurikulum sentiasa diubah supaya mudah. Kalau tak percaya buat perbandingan Sukatan Pelajaran 5, 10, 15 , 20 tahun yang lalu dan kini. Apa tujuannya?

2. Dikomesilkan;

Lihat keputusan peperiksaan awal 2000 bilangan murid cemerlang terlalu ramai, ia ke murid-murid tu cemerlang? rupa-rupanya tanpa kita sedari bilangan yang IPTS yang diluluskan sangat banyak. Kemana anak-anak kita pergi jika IPTA tidak cukup menampung, IPTS le! mana lagi, kerana keputusan peperiksaan anak-anak ‘cemerlang’ ibu-bapa bergolok bergadai menghantar anak ke IPTS yang tumbuh macam cendawan.

3.PPSMI ada lah lembu betina yang susunya senang diperah;

a. Makmal komputer yang harga asal mencapai RM200000 sebuah bila sampai ke tangan sub hanya tinggal RM80000. (Patutlah roboh)
b. Membekal komputer ke sekolah agak-agaknya berapa juta pembekal untung dengan software yang tidak sesuai kerana tidak dibuat oleh guru-guru.
c. Peralatan Sains yang dibekal oleh siapa pun pihak sekolah tak tahu, kerana bila ada kerosakan nombor telefon yang diberi pembekal adalah kedai Plastik di Pudu (tuan punya kedai terperanjat bila menjawab telefon) Sekolah dipaksa membeli, walau pun salah dari peraturan kewangan.

Soalannya; PPSMI ni baik untuk siapa?

ultra

PPSMI dan alasan peribadi.

2009-03-07T11:01:00.008+08:00

Oh PPSMI bermula tahun 2003. anda pun tahu kan? Saya antara golongan yang pertama pada tahun 2003 bersama ribuan lagi mangsa kajian penggunaan bahasa Inggeris dalam subjek matematik dan sains. tapi, itu tidak menjadi masalah bagi saya dan pelajar-pelajar yang berada di sekolah berasrama penuh kerana pendedahan yang kami semua perolah telah dirangka dengan baik. tapi, bagaimana dengan pelajar-pelajar luar bandar? rural area. bukan mahu mengatakan mereka kurang mahir dalam berbahasa Inggeris, tapi kurangnya pendedahan awal.

Keadaan ini pada mulanya tidaklah membimbangkan kerana kita digembar-gemburkan oleh media massa dan Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia sendiri bahawa keputusan PMR pada 2005 menunjukkan peningkatan yang memberangsangkan. Betulkah? mungkin ianya merupakan propaganda agar PPSMI diteruskan sebagai tanda pemerimaan positif segenap pelusuk Malaysia.

Saya tidak menolak bahawa penggunaan bahasa Inggeris sebagai medium utama dalam pembelajaran membawa banyak kebaikan. memang benar, tapi secara menyeluruhkah? atau mungkin seperti anak kera disusukan, anak sendiri mati kelaparan? daripada pembacaan saya dalam satu petikan akhbar, seorang intelek terkenal Malaysia mengatakan jangan menjadikan penggunaan bahasa Inggeris sebagai satu masalah, tetapi jadikan lah ianya pemangkin untuk berubah.

Jika anda bijak berkata-kata, memperdebatkan soal pengguna bahasa Inggeris dikalangan pelajar Melayu diluar bandar, apa kata anda sendiri turun ke sana dan mengajar sahaja sains atau matematik dalam bahasa Inggeris. Jangan terasa malu, bila anak-anak murid anda berkata,"cikgu, cakap bahasa Melayu lah.. saya tak faham". Pengalaman saya sebagai bekas guru sementara menjawab soalan ini. saya ditempatkan disalah sebuah sekolah rendah diutara Perak sekitar pertengahan 2008, dan dipertanggungjawabkan untuk mengajar sains untuk pelajar darjah 1,3 dan 5. saya tahu kelemahan mereka, dan secara jujurnya saya tidak dapat menjalankan penggunaan bahasa Inggeris secara berkesan dalam pengajaran saya. saya cuba dwi-bahasa bagi memudahkan mereka, agar mereka tidak ketinggalan. saya berharap para pendidik yang lain berbuat demikian demi kepentingan anak bangsa.

Kesimpulannya, ANDA PERLU TURUN SENDIRI MELIHAT PERMASALAHAN INI SECARA TELITI dan betapa wajarnya PPSMI ini digubal semula. selamatkan sebahagian besar teras negara yang semakin ditelan arus kesan PPSMI. Disini, penggubalan adalah perlu, dan kerajaan perlu memikirkan cara terbaik bagi anak-anak Malaysia berada dalam lingkungan pembelajaran yang berkesan daripada setiap sudut.

ian, ex-educator.

Attacks Karpal? raise the toll rates?

2009-02-26T20:32:00.008+08:00

Haih. as im watching Buletin Utama this night, the headline shows there ; UMNO Youth mob attacks wheelchair-bound Karpal outside Parliament. whats up? if u do read, or else watch tv i think u knew what is going on with Karpal Singh and his harsh statment toward the UMNO youth. "Pemuda UMNO hantar peluru. Pemuda UMNO c****a." (damned or inauspicious) a day ago. pergh. it sounds very rude. but, Karpal did that to show Malaysia how he got mad after received 2 bullets and blackmails. okay stop. critically think of it.

“It is typical Umno Youth wanting to act like a hero all the time. We have condemned their behaviour so many times, but they only keep getting bolder. The going is really getting tougher by the day.” - KeADILan information chief Tian Chua.

“This is the pinnacle of insolence. We are fed-up with promises that action will be taken and we don’t just want any investigation, we want an assurance from the Speaker that the sanctity of this Parliament will not be destroyed.” - Opposition Leader Anwar Ibrahim.

Thats some reasons on why the UMNO youth was aimed. Personally i think, this political scenario are becoming worst in every single day. everybody keep pointing finger to each other. but, if these situation is not professionally curb, the worse case scenario that will happen is cold war that will effect Malaysian in various fields. For me, im afraid if the black historical day, May 13th 1969 occur again.

The next thing was, Malaysia hikes toll rates by as much as 33% on five major highways. check this up!

For the North-South Expressway, users will have to pay an extra 0.86 sen per kilometre, or about 5 percent more.
Sprint Highway, the rate at the Pantai toll plaza will increase by 50 sen to RM2, up by 33 percent. At the Damansara toll plaza, the rate will be raised by 30 sen RM1.30, up by 30 percent.
Ampang Elevated Highway, the rate will rise by 50 sen or 33 percent to RM2.
Sungai Besi Highway, toll will be increased by 10 sen or 7.7 percent to RM1.40.
New Pantai Expressway, the toll will be raised by 40 sen or 25 percent to RM2.

Its a burden to all peoples that frecuently use highway as a first alternative way to go work. look, Works Minister Mohd Zin Mohamed said the government paid RM245 million in compensation to concessionaires to waive the toll hike for last year." its should rise on January 1st 2008. but, i think, in 2008, we have a national election. to maintain THEIR majority vote, the goverment hold this raising price of tolls until now. but now, when we are suffering the global economy crisis, the gov sebuk sebuk wanna rise it. dushh.

For those who are known as VVIP, VIP, or else org-org atasan, they officially get a monthly allowances on road, a car etc. for us, citizen are the one who will be suffering the effects. think about it guys.

ian.

Renungan Rakyat?

2009-02-23T21:51:00.004+08:00

Mari mengenali dua jenis keluarga;

Keluarga pertama Mereka tidak mampu membayar sewa rumah RM 50 sebulan, lalu terhumban ke reban ayam.

Keluarga kedua Mereka mendiami istana dengan sewaan RM 345,833.33 sebulan, dan anda yang membayar sewa rumahnya.

Keluarga pertama ialah rakyat.

keluarga kedua ialah pemimpin.

Begitulah hakikatnya walaupun pahit, terpaksa ditelan jua.

Rumah anda?

Bagaimana pula dengar rumah anda? Kerap kali kita mendengar manusia mengherdik pemimpin yang membazir. Ialah, membazir itu satu hal, namun bagaimana pula dengan insan yang bercakap tu? Jangan lihat rumah yang ingin anda ingin miliki, lihat sahaja di sekeliling anda sekarang. Penuh dengan kekayaan material atau telah banyak disalurkan kepada perkara kebajikan?

Mari renung kisah dua rumah ini, dan fikir-fikirkan, di mana kedudukan anda,

Keluarga 1: Air lombong jadi minuman

KUANTAN: Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul. Pepatah ini sesuai untuk sepasang suami isteri dan lapan anak mereka termasuk seorang yang baru berusia tiga minggu yang tinggal di sebuah rumah tidak ubah seperti reban ayam di kawasan bekas lombong, Jalan Kuantan-Muadzam Shah, dekat Gambang, di sini.

Zakaria Deraman, 42, dan Nurhamizah Mat Jusoh, 34, dari Sungai Tong, Setiu, Terengganu berhijrah ke sini, empat tahun lalu, untuk mencari rezeki dengan harapan dapat mengeluarkan keluarganya daripada belenggu kedaifan.

Bagaimanapun, apa yang dicari bukan saja masih belum ditemui, malah pasangan itu bersama anak-anaknya Nur Ain Emylia Janora, 13; Mohd Zulfikar, 11; Rosol Azi, 9; Nurain Juliana, 7; Nuratiqah, 5; Mohd Saro, 3 dan Puteri Zazani, 2, dan Fitri berusia tiga minggu terpaksa menempuh hidup lebih getir dan melarat di bandar.

Keluarga daif ini yang pernah tinggal di Kampung Seri Fajar, dekat Gambang, tiga tahun lalu dengan sewa RM50 sebulan, terpaksa menyisihkan diri ke kawasan bekas lombong itu kerana tidak mampu membayar sewa, selain dikatakan menjadi punca masalah denggi di kampung itu apabila besi buruk dikumpul untuk dijual didakwa menjadi tempat pembiakan aedes.

Agak menyedihkan keadaan isterinya baru bersalin dan belum habis pantang, manakala bayi mereka berusia tiga minggu terpaksa berdepan kehidupan yang menyulitkan di pondok usang yang turut dihurungi nyamuk dan lalat.

Pondok mereka diami di kawasan lombong itu terletak dalam persekitaran semak samun dan kotor, tiada kemudahan elektrik dan air bersih.

Kawasan bekas lombong dihuni pelbagai jenis hidupan air termasuk udang galah, ikan baung dan keli itu menjadi punca rezeki utama keluarga itu, manakala air lombong dijadikan sumber minuman, selain untuk kegunaan memasak, mandi dan membasuh pakaian.

Rezeki diperoleh tidak menentu, kadang kala dalam tempoh seminggu baru dia dapat mengumpul dua kilogram udang galah yang dijual RM25 bagi setiap kilogram, selain pelbagai jenis ikan untuk makanan harian.

“Siapa yang mahu hidup begini miskin, susah dan melarat. Orang pandang hina pada kita. Ketika tinggal di Kampung Seri Fajar anak-anak saya bermain di sekitar kawasan kampung dipandang jijik.

“Besi buruk yang saya kumpul di rumah untuk dijual dikatakan menjadi punca pembiakan aedes. Saya sedar dan akur terhadap pandangan sinis masyarakat kampung dan terpaksa mencari kawasan lain untuk dijadikan tempat berteduh mungkin buat sementara waktu.

Zakaria sekeluarga yang hidup `kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang’, berkata, terdesak dengan kedaifan hidup, dia pernah menyerahkan seorang daripada anaknya kepada orang lain, kononnya mahu membantu meringankan beban.

“Malangnya, orang yang diharap meringankan beban kami sekeluarga mahukan satu perjanjian dibuat dan tidak membenarkan kami menyentuh zuriat yang kami berikan kepadanya sebagai anak angkat.

“Saya tidak boleh terima perjanjian seperti ini. Dia tidak boleh putuskan tali perhubungan kami sekeluarga. Jadi, saya terpaksa mengambil semula anak saya itu dan menyerahkan kembali motosikalnya.

“Saya sudah bertekad susah senang, makan atau tidak, biarlah kami hidup sekeluarga bersama,” katanya.

Oleh kerana ketiadaan kenderaan, Zakaria terpaksa berjalan kaki sejauh kira-kira dua kilometer untuk keluar ke jalan besar sebelum meminjam motosikal rakannya di Taman Perumahan Rakyat Gambang untuk ke bandar seperti dilakukan sebelum ini.

“Saya berharap dapat motosikal untuk menghantar anak ke sekolah. Oleh kerana ketiadaan kenderaan, kerap anak saya tidak bersekolah,” katanya yang tidak mahu pulang ke kampung mengadukan penderitaannya kerana keluarganya juga susah.

“Sekarang, lombong inilah yang menjadi sumber rezeki utama saya. Di lombong inilah saya hidup, mencari rezeki, mendapatkan sumber air, mandi dan sebagainya, walaupun orang kata di sini ada buaya.

“Syukur Alhamdulillah, setakat ini, saya tidak berdepan musibah seperti terserempak atau diserang haiwan itu,” katanya.

Ditanya pernahkah dia mencari pekerjaan tetap untuk mengubah nasib keluarganya, Zakaria yang agak pemalu berkata, dia pernah melakukan pelbagai pekerjaan, tetapi kadang kala dia membuat keputusan yang kurang bijak.

“Saya mengaku, kadang kala tersilap buat keputusan dalam hidup. Nak buat macam mana, semuanya sudah ditentukan Allah SWT. Lebih-lebih lagi sekarang, isteri saya masih dalam pantang,”katanya.

Sumber: Berita Harian 8 Jun 2007

Keluarga 2: Rakyat susah tetapi bayar hampir RM10 juta untuk istana PM/TPM

RM6.89 juta: percaya atau tidak itulah jumlah yang kerajaan Pusat bayar kepada Putrajaya Holdings bagi menyewa Seri Perdana dan Seri Satria iaitu kediaman resmi PM dan TPM kita. Seri Perdana disewa pada kadar RM4.15 juta setahun ataupun RM345, 833.33 sebulan atau RM11,527.77 sehari! Manakala Seri Satria pula RM2.74 juta setahun ataupun RM228 333.33 sebulan atau RM7,611.11 sehari! Angka berkenaan dimaklumkan dalam Dewan Rakyat semalam.

ian , renung-renungkan lah.

Sejarah berulang - Derhaka?

2009-02-14T18:24:00.005+08:00

Bapa Tajol Rosli .. Ghazali Jawi derhaka pada Sultan Idris Shah.

Mohammad Nizar Jamaluddin dan Pakatan Rakyat bukan tergila-gilakan jawatan MB yang dianggap sudah disamun secara penuh taktikal itu, tetapi mereka hanya mahu menuntut keadilan. Itu saja. Maka, penyeselaian secara berhemah dengan berpandukan kepada perlembagaan, kitab tatacara sesebuah negara hendaklah digunakan pakai.

Namun sejarah tidak dapat ditutupi. Cebisan sejarah lama juga boleh dijadikan panduan dan relevan kerana ia telah berlaku di Perak.. Pada 1974, Menteri Besar Perak ketika itu, Tan Sri Mohamad Ghazali Jawi iaitu bapa Mohd Tajol Rosli telah menderhaka pada Sultan Idris Shah yang tidak berkenan dengan perlantikan Ghazali Jawi untuk menjadi MB buat kali kedua.Ghazali enggan melepaskan jawatan berkenaan dan kedegilan Ghazali itu menimbulkan kemurkaan Sultan Idris Shah. Tiada apa dapat dilakukan .

Pemuda Umno ketika itu memberi pandangan; “Sultan Perak mempunyai hak melantik dan berkenan seseorang memegang jawatan Menteri Besar, tetapi setelah dilantik dan diperkenankan, Sultan tidak ada hak mengikut Perlembagaan Negeri untuk memecat atau memerintahkan supaya meletakkan jawatan. Hak untuk memecat atau memerintahkan seseorang berhenti dari Menteri Besar, ialah Presiden UMNO.”

Gara-gara keengganan Ghazali (foto) itu menyebabkan Sultan Idris murka dan bernazar tidak akan mencukur janggut dan jambangnya selagi Ghazali tidak berhenti menjadi MB. Untuk beberapa ketika Sultan Idris tampil di khalayak dengan keadaan berjangut dan berjambang sebagai menzahirkan kemurkaan baginda sehinggalah Ghazali Jawi berundur menjadi Menteri Besar.Ghazali meletakan jawatan menjadi MB Perak hanya setelah dinasihati oleh Presiden Umno ketika itu (Tun) Hussein Onn pada 1977.

Cuplikan kisah ini dipetik daripada buku biografi Tan Sri Ishak Tadin, hasil tulisan penulis veteran Perak yang juga merupakan kawan rapat kepada Sultan Idris Shah, sdr Mokhtar Petah dan disedut dari blog beliau.

Kerusi Parlimen Bukit Gantang.

2009-02-12T18:53:00.007+08:00

Pilihanraya Mac 2008

Pemergian awarahyarham Roslan Shaharum ke rahmatullah akan menyaksikan pelihanraya kecil di P59 yang dahulunya dimenangi oleh PAS dengan undi majoriti 1566 undi. Pada pendapat aku, secara peribadinya bekas MB perak, Datuk Seri Nizar perlu bertanding semula di parlimen berkenaan bagi memastikan Pakatan Rakyat terus memerintah negeri Perak seperti mana sebelumnya.

Datuk Seri Nizar berkata, mengikut satu tinjauan, didapati 96 peratus rakyat Perak mahu Pakatan terus memerintah negeri itu. Manakala SMS yang diterimanya pula menyokong beliau untuk terus memegang jawatan menteri besar.

Provokasi media massa yang menghaburkan ketidakwajaran pemerintahan Pakatan Rakyat di Perak adalah taktik kotor bagi menanam sifat takut dalam setiap agenda yang dibawa oleh PR.Namun kesannya hanya lah kepada segelintir rakyat yang tidak PEKA terhadap perkembangan dan sentiasa bergantung kepada tv sahaja.

Aku menyeru kepada semua belia, bukak lah mara korang yang tidak lama lagi akan menjadi salah seorang pemimpin tanah air di masa akan datang agar sentiasa peka dengan keganjilan arena politik sekarang. UMNO suda lebih 50 tahun memerintah dan masih tegar untuk menyatakan pendirian mereka walaupun ketandusan idea dan dipenuhi politik wang.

jom turun Bkt Gantang,
ian.

Politik Perak dan bakal penghuni ISA.

2009-02-11T20:41:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum Malaysia.

Keghairahan politik Perak tiba di kemuncak kekotoran. Jujurnya, aku dh mula berasa muak dgn mainan BN yang semakin hari semakin buruk dan menyimpang jauh daripada amalan demokrasi yang digembar gemburkan adalah pegangan utama. ceh, rampas kuasa MB setelah isu lompat parti diHANGATkn. teruk. lagi sakit hati bila tgk je tb, xde penah benda baik dituturkn mengenai PK. peranan media massa semakin kabur dgn haburan-haburan provokasi BN utk menakut-nakutkn rakyat. ini diselitkan "Hang Hebat" ,ditujukan khas utk bekas MB Perak Datuk Seri Ir. Muhammad Nizar Jamaluddin.

Hang Hebat

Dulu masa bertanding, hang tak dijangka pun akan jadi MB...
Setelah PR menang, hang dilantik jadi MB, hang tak gelabah.
Hang terima dengan penuh tanggungjawab dan amanah. Hebat

Dah jadi MB, langit tak selalu cerah.
Kadang-kadang jadi biru gelap.
Satu persatu serangan bom dilontarkan.
Kata tanah dibahagi tak adil, boneka la.
Hang tak gelabah, hang hadapi dengan tenang.
Hang jalankan tugas dengan penuh dedikasi.
Dituduh, dicerca golongan yang mencerca, hang rileks. Hebat

Tiba-tiba di tendang keluar, hang tak senyap.
Hang tegas pendirian, menghadapi sepakan demi sepakan sebab hang yakin hang benar.
Dibuang daripada pejabat, dihalang masuk ofis.
Hang masih bertahan. Hebat

Lepas ni kalau hang kena masuk ISA, hang bertahan lagi ke?
Semasa berkerja, hang kerja secara berjemaah,
kalau kena tahan, hang yang meringkuk dalam penjara sorang-sorang.
Hang okay ka?
Kalau hang okay, memang hang hebat.

ian akan mengundi 3 tahun lagi.

Busy month.

2009-01-30T14:05:00.001+08:00

BZ BZ BZ BZ. thts all i can said now. if anything just text me anytime. tq

Helpless Girl - Anyone?

2009-01-11T13:02:00.006+08:00

There was 3 men standing to see who are the most cruel among them.

The first man attacked the girl and hit her until her tooth got broken, blood came out from her nose and ears, and at last the girl got fainted - bleeding like hell.

The first man turn and face the two other men and said, " i am cruel!! "

Out of sudden, the second man run to the girl and raped her until he satisfied. then he keep smack the girl until she died horribly. he yelled " u see, there is no other man that are cruel than me!! "

the third man stand and smiled. " i am the most cruel than all of u. i just sit here and keep my eyes on u, tortured and killed my sister until she died.

p/s :

the girl is referring to Palestin.
the 1st man is referring to America.
the 2nd man is referring to Israel Laknatullah.
the 3rd man is referring to Muslim all around the world that are effortless.

ian got his divine inspiration from Firdaus Rahim.

Laugh is the best Medicine.

2009-01-05T17:53:00.007+08:00

Tagged By Fakhruddin :)

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 3 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.

Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Dear ________(the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

****************************

Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below:

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue- Our romance is over
Red- Our affair is over
White- I'll join the monastery
Black- I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Taco - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant(eeww)
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Hate your guts
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N -Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water - Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

****************************

The result:

Dear Fakhruddin :

I don't really know how to tell you this, but You're a loser. I think I realized it When I threw up In women's clothing and I saw you Pull the clothes off My penpal in Ghana. I'm sure you're Middle-class enough to understand That I did a sex-change . I'm returning The couch cushions to you, but I'll keep Your photo as a memory. You should also know that I Told in my confession today about A new life as a clone.

Your everlasting enemy,
ian sinister. krkr

5 people I wanna tagged:

Nadiah
fyka
A R A J
Eki
Anyone.

Kesedaran Sosial - Palestine.

2009-01-01T21:30:00.009+08:00

Temuramah Eksklusif Bersama Ust Maszlee Malek Berhubung Serangan Rejim Zionis.

Angka kematian di Gaza semakin meningkat dari hari ke hari. Seluruh dunia kini menumpukan tumpuan kepada serangan terbaru rejim Zionis yang diakui terbesar semenjak 1967.

Ikuti temuramah eksklusif wartawan Palestinkini , Gunx bersama Ustaz Maszlee Malek, seorang penganalisis isu Palestin yang tidak asing lagi yang kini berada di Durham, United Kingdom.

1-apakah sebenarnya yang membuatkan rejim Zionis melakukan serangan terbesar semenjak peperangan 1967 ini ? adakah ia ada kaitan dengan pilhanraya Israel Febuary nanti ?

Serangan ini merupakan medan bagi para pengganas Zionis mengambil miledge politik mereka menjelang pilihanraya. Tiada seorang pun pemimpin parti di Israel yang akan berani menentang serangan ini keana takut tidak akan dipilih di dalam pilihanraya. Mereka akan saling berlumba menunjukkan siapa yang lebih brutal.

2-kenapa Mesir masih berdegil membuka pintu sempadan serta menghalang sebarang bentuk saluran bantuan kemanusiaan oleh negara2 lain yang ingin menggunakan laluan sempadan mereka utk ke Gaza ?

Tiada siapa yang tidak tahu bahawa Hosni Mubarak sebenarnya adalah lebih kejam dari rejim Zionis. Sepatutnya dia dicalonkan untuk menjadi presiden Israel berdasarkan rekod jenayah kemanusiaannya terhadap rakyatnya sendiri dan juga penduduk Gaza. Tanpa beliau rejim Zionis tidak akan dapat melakukan serangan hari ini. Di UK beberapa siri demo akan diadakan di hadapan kedutaan Mesir, begitu juga di beberapa negara lain, harap di Malaysia juga akan diadakan demo yang serupa.

Mungkin negara2 Islam, terutamanya Msia boleh menarik kesemua pelajar2 mereka di al-Azhar sebagai tanda protes...ini bermakna kehancuran ekonomi Mesir di zaman kemelut ekonomi dunia!

3-Menteri Luar Israel meminta dunia menuding jari kepada Hamas dan semua serangan Israel ini adalah sama sekali berpunca dari Hamas. apa pendapat saudara ?

Apabila seorang perogol bersenjata, bertubuh sasa cuba untuk merogol gadis sunti yang lemah tetapi mempunyai tae kwn do black belt, apakah gadis sunti itu akan membiarkan dirinya dicabuli? Agak pelik apabila si perogol mengadu 'anu'nya disepak, dan mengatakan beliaulah mangsa 'keganasan' gadis sunti yang lemah dan cuba mempertahankan dirinya!

4-Jumlah kematian meningkat kepada 345 orang setakat ini manakala beribu2 orang masih tercedera. Bantuan kemanusian pula di sekat utk di bawa masuk ? apa pandangan saudara dengan keadaan ini ?

Putuskan hubungan ekonomi dengan Mesir dan tarik kesemua pelajar2 Muslim yang berada di Univ al-Azhar. Mesir adalah dalang utamanya!, Mubarak adalah penjenayah utama sama seperti Olmert, Livni, Barak dan lain-lain. Jikalaulah si diktator Mubarak membenarkan pintu sempadan Refah dibuka, sudah tentu halini tidak timbul.

5-Obama di perhatikan tidak dapat melakukan apa2 dengan serangan terbaru Israel ini ? apa pandangan saudara ? atau saudara mempunyai pandangan optimistik tersendiri ?

Apakah yang diharapkan dari Obama?, bila masa pula beliau bersimpati dengan nasib rakyat Palestin?, beliau hanyalah seorang warga AS berkulit hitam dari parti Demokrat...beliau hanya akan meneruskan polisi2 luar AS berkaitan Israel.

6-Setakat ini , dengan kematian beratus2 orang ini , apakah tindakan terkini pihak Hamas ?

HAMAS seperti juga fraksi2 perjuangan yang lain telah bersumpah untuk mempertahankan rakyat, rumah dan tanah air mereka. Kita telah pun melihat serangan balas mereka, dan saya menjangkakan serangan yang lebih hebat akan mereka semua lakukan demi mempertahankan rakyat, rumah dan tanah air mereka.

7-Israel di laporkan akan melebarkan serangan udara kepada serangan darat. adakah ini merupakan serangan nekad Israel bagi melenyapkan Hamas dalam persada politik Palestin ?

Sasaran mereka bukan hanya HAMAS, tetapi rakyat Gaza, rakyat Palestin kesemuanya. HAMAS adalah suara rakyat Palestin. Melenyapkan HAMAS bererti melenyapkan rakyat Palestin keseluruhannya.

8- apa saranan saudara kepada masyarakat di Malaysia tentangan serangan terbaru rejim Zionis ini ?

Rakyat Malaysia pelu lebih agresif. Cuba lihat di UK, hasil demo tiap2 hari, menteri luarnya David Miliband telah mengeluarkan kenyataan yang agak luar biasa mengutuk serangan tersebut. Namun ini tidak menyebabkan mereka menghentikan demo di depan kedutaan Israel, mereka akan tetap berdemo sehingga serangan dihentikan. Begitu juga di negara-negara Eropah yang lain.

Demo satu hal, satu lagi ialah kumpulan lobi, terutamanya di peringkat a'bangsa. Di zaman IT, pelbagai prasarana boleh dilakukan. Facebook merupakan satu wacana yang sesuai. Lobikan rakyat2 negara Eropah agar mempengaruhi wakil2 mereka di EU untuk menjadikan Israel sebagai rejim Aparteid dan diboikot. Lobikan juga agar EU mula menghantar bantuan. Begitu juga dengan ASEAN dan OIC...

Interest group juga amat penting. Ke manakah kumpulan pro-wanita dan kanak2 di dalam hal ini. Sepatutnya kempen mengutuk serangan di peringkat a'bangsa telah dilakukan oleh kumpulan2 ini untuk membela nasib wanita dan kanak2 di Gaza...

Mungkin kelab simpatisan 'Balouchi sisters' boleh ditubuhkan untuk kempen di rantau Asia. Jadikan iktibar kematian 5 kanak2 perempuan bersaudara itu sebagai tema kempen untuk dunia membantu. Kirimkan bantahan kepada negara2 Arab berjiran agar masuk campur dan menyerang rejim Zionis.

gambaran sebenar.

2008 - Cereka leka.

2008-12-31T19:47:00.009+08:00

Selamat tinggal tahun dua ribu lapan. sebuah kenangan yang sukar utk dilupakan sebagai remaja yg berusia lapan belas tahun. tahun depan berganjak lah usia kamu, ke angka yang lebih matang, sembilan belas tahun. tahun dua ribu lapan menyaksikan pelbagai episod yg amat kusam hinggalah ke suatu tahap dimana cahaya muda mula bangkit daripada zon-zon gelap yang diharapkan akan terus menerangi hari-hari mendatang.

Azam tahun dua ribu lapan hanyalah sebuah bohongan luar biasa yang penuh dengan taburan janji-janji kosong. bohong besar. walaupun begitu, diharapkan azam tahun dua ribu sembilan tidak lagi dimungkiri sepertimana yang berlaku pada tahun dua ribu lapan. Insyaallah.

Namun, apa yang harus setiap pada bahagian tubuh ini perlu bersyukur ialah tidak terdapat sebarang kecelakaan yang timbul sepanjang sesi dua ribu lapan memainkan cereka lekanya. Alhamdulillah. didoakan pada tahun dua ribu sembilan, situasi ini masih sinonim dan dijauhi daripada sebarang kesialan-kesialan yang perlu dikesalkan.

Sebelum tahun dua ribu lapan melabuhkan tirai agung, tubuh ini ingin mengucapkan salam kegembiraan kepada segalaksi taulan dan sahabat. kepada segelintir saudara di sana, ucapan takziah didahulukan. teruskan perjalanan anda dihari-hari mendatang.

Dikesempatan pembukaan halaman baru tahun dua ribu sembilan, tubuh ini dengan berbesar hati mengucapkan Selamat Hari Lahir ke-49 kepada ayahanda tercinta. semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan kekal menjadi ayahanda terbaik. kami seantero keluarga amat menyayangi kamu.

Goodbye 2008
ian

Eki is the 7th reason.

2008-12-29T19:34:00.005+08:00

You have to list 7 weird things about yourself, post it in your blog, tag at least 7 people (list their names), and comment on their blog to let them know that you just tagged them.

my real personality.
my final decisions.
my PMR result. krkrkr
my tits - really bizarre, trust me.
my 1st date ;)
my hair.
why i got to do this. i tink i miss eki kot. kahkah - kite duduk sesame enn dlm bus g perlis :D

7 peoples to tagg :

anyone. who like this stuff :)

FLAG FLAG FLAG.

2008-12-27T02:36:00.004+08:00

this is a simple entry, FLAG THIS IDIOT GIRL IF U ARE MUSLIM BLOGGER. TQ.

http://adibahahmad.blogspot.com/

Rock The World 8 - Lambakan Mainstream?

2008-12-21T11:00:00.012+08:00

Rock the World, ialah salah satu event music yang mempunyai motif iaitu untuk mengetengahkan musik yang belum dikenali ramai ke arah yg lebih positif. RTW merupakan platform terbaik pada suatu masa dahulu dimana ramai band-band baru dapat diketengahkan seperti OAG, ROB, GSC dll. Melangkah tahun demi tahun, sejak tahun 2000 RTW sudah mempunyai pengikutnya tersendiri.kecuali pada tahun. 2007 RTW tidak dapat dilangsung atas beberapa masalah pengajuran.

RTW 7 merupakan event terbaik yg pernah saya lihat dimana terdapat 3 pentas utama bagi mengetengahkan bakat-bakat musik. Pentas satu (main stage) menampilkan Jason Lo, Tempered Mental, GSC, Pop Shuvit, The ACAB, LMB, ROB, Kluk Kluk Advanture dll lagi. Di pentas indie (indie stage) band-band seperti y2k, Estanged, Muck, Auburn, dan lain-lain. band yang paling ditunggu-tunggu pada stage ini ialah Sil Khannaz. Discovery stage mempamerkan musik-musik yg semakin diterima ramai seperti TWKUA, Rosewood, Steeltoe Solution , dll lagi.

Ini yang berlaku pada RTW 7. Namun, pada pendapat saya, kenapa tidak RTW 8 mempunyai gaya yg sama seperti RTW 7? mslh penaja atau ingin melambakkan band-band mainstream yg sudah pasti dikenali ramai? mungkin dgn membawa band-band ini, mereka akan mengaut keuntungan berlipat kali ganda atas alasan " oh, mereka sudah mempunyai peminat tetap."

Kehadiaran band-band mainstream bukan lah satu masalah , tp ruangan ini sepatutnya dikongsi bersama dengan cabang pemusik baru yg ingin mendapat tempat dihati peminat musik di Malaysia. jika pilih bulu, sampai bila pun industri semakin jatuh. - mungkin ini isu basi, tp kewajarannya untuk dilihat dan dikaji adalah PERLU.

Semoga penganjuran pada tahun-tahun akan datang akan mengambil berat mempunyai beberapa elemen penting yg dilupakan pada edisi RTW 8. sekian.

suara hati, ian.

Prosperity Burger? wtf

2008-12-16T21:08:00.014+08:00

This is my Prosperity Burger with my Twister Fries - big difference between the promotion picture and real life. ahaha. its a lie. I wanted to take the top of my bun off and show the middle bit of the beef fillet slathered with the black pepper sauce but the bun was a bit too soft from the steam of the beef patty. I even ended up making a hole on my bun.

okay guys, this is not a McD's promotion or whteva it was playing in your mind now. but, as im watching tv lately, these McD commercial advertisment often came out to brandish the prosperity burger . it makes me realized something. the character of the nerd boy who are wearing thick spec and the gal play a major role. phew.

yeah. shit. i was thinkin of u. i always see yr glimpse in my dream. but, deeply in my heart what i could say is, AKU DH ERASE KAW LAH!!

Prosperity Burger - Anyone else got a story?

Holiday Gig

2008-12-13T21:08:00.003+08:00

gegar! seriously, it was awesome. eyemore play real tight and credit to melastik anjing. ahaha. their performance makes me headbang kaw².

al-Quran usang.

2008-12-11T10:39:00.006+08:00

Cuti sem sudah 3 minggu bermula. dan pelbagai perihal kejadian yg telah berlaku. daripada kejadian trajis hingga lah timbulnya keriangan yg xdapat terungkap. tapi yg pastinya dlm cuti nie aku ditugaskn utk menjaga nenek tersyg (80) dan tokwan tercinta (80+). perghhh :D

okay, ini adalah jadual harian yg amat amat fleksibel.

0930 am - bgun pagi, dan terus ke bilik tok . kejutkan beliau, bawak kebilik air dgn cara memapah . btw, hes using a walking stick (4 legged) . jaraknya adalah dlm 4meter drpd katelnya.dan masa yg diambel utk smpai ke bilik air dlm lebih kurang 10 minit.

0940am - bukak lampin yg digunakan, pelikat dan seterusnya memandikan beliau dgn perasaan kasih syg. seriously, this holiday i could feel tht i love them more then the previous days.

1005am - keluar drpd bilik air, dan terus menuju ke bilik tok. okay. aku akn berlari ke bilik mama dan mengambil pekaiannya. tee, pelikat dan lampin.

1015am - memakaikn tee, lampin dan akhir skali pelikat :)

1030am - memapah tok utk ke meja mkn . yg terletak 2meter drpd katelnya. rutin ini berulang ketika breakfast, lunch dan dinner. 3x sehari ( ats sbb² tertentu )

okay. itulah kerja yg pertama untuk dilakukan sebaik shja bebola mata aku celik. hampir² sejam utk menguruskan tok. nenek, masih sehat utk melakukan semua tuu. dan xperlukan pengawasan rapi. benda yg sama akn berulang utk mandi mlm. dlm pkul 1800 pm laa mcm tu.

okay, the thing is.. those warga emas should be take care gently, together with love. if we do those things with anger or being forced, its not gonna happen. trust me! i do looked some of peoples been very harsh to their parents, and the oldies will surely cursed them.

eventho its not happen to u, the warga emas is like a Quran usang, we can't simply discard them, otherwise they too complicated to manage. be patience, gentle and talked wise to them while they are still alive. i knew its not happen to all of us but be sensitive to the warga emas.

ian touched his own black heart

Funereal.

2008-12-07T17:17:00.004+08:00

" akhirnya, dh smpai waktu dia pergi. alhamdulillah, dia pergi dgn tenang." - my dad.

finally, my beloved uncle passed away. on Dec 5th, 2120pm at my Pak Jang's house at Tawas, Ipoh. i was terribly shocked and, speechless at the moment.

5 things to take note ;

At that time he exhaled his last breath, he was with all his siblings. - Mak Teh, Pak Jang, my dad, and Pak Su. together with his beloved wife.
Around 200-300 peoples came at his funeral.
I do ' kapankan' arwah, it was my 1st time.
we, all the relatives become very close after the incident.
Arwah dont get the chance to see his son, futhering his study at UK.

to all reader, sedekahkn al-Fatihah to my beloved uncle - Zubir Abd Rahman. tq

ian cried a lot.

Genealogy of Mak Yong

2008-12-05T21:28:00.011+08:00

Mak Yong, what its all about?

Mak Yong is traditional dance drama of Kelantan, Malaysia. According to UNESCO, Mak Yong appeared well before the Islamization of the country but was banned in the year 1991 after the Islamic Party of Malaysia (PAS) took control of the state.

A ritual Mak Yong performance is more elaborate than that staged for entertainment, combining shamanism, feasting the spirits and dance theatre. It reflects the deep, mystical significance of Mak Yong's stories and dances, and its original aim to serve as a conduit to the spirit world. Ritual performances are enacted for spiritual healing, to pay homage to a teacher and for the graduation of a performer.

Royat hilang berita nak timbul
Timbul nak royat
Seorang Raja sebuah negeri
Seorang Raja sebuah menteri…

A vow to God

In the beginning, there was no such thing as Mak Yong.

But there was a family: a father, a mother, a child. This was happened 400 years ago. They lived in an ordinary kampung house. One day, the baby boy fell ill. The father, desperate to save his son’s life, approached medicine men to heal the boy. But nothing seemed to help. At the end of his wits, the father made a vow to God: “If my child is healed, I promise to teach him to play… mak yong.” The man, realising that he had uttered that word in a moment of spontaneity, turned to his wife in disbelief.

But soon the child’s health improved. The father, realising he now had to fulfil his vow, turned to his wife again. “How shall I teach our boy something which doesn’t exist?” The couple then decided they would give themselves roles to play and ask the child to play along. The father became the king, the mother the queen, and the child’s character was named Awang. The parents then began speaking to each other in character, and ‘Awang’ played along.

That, supposedly, was how Mak Yong came to be (as related to me by Pak Saari Abdullah, more on him later). Along the way, the form acquired songs and musical accompaniment, intricate and complex dance sequences, as well as a repertoire of fantastical stories (numbering between 12 and 20, depending on who you speak to). It also developed a way of relating itself to its past, thereby weaving into its consciousness a sense of history and continuity: its rituals.

More than anything else, it is this final component which has beleagured Mak Yong the most since the leading opposition, Pan Islamic Party of Malaysia (PAS), wrestled away the mantle of Kelantanese leadership from the grasp of Barisan Nasional in 1990.

With the change of administration came changes in regulations and codifications of local social mores: a war was waged against all so-called un- and pre-Islamic elements contained in every facet of Kelantanese life. In the arts, intermingling among ‘bukan muhrim’ (those not of familial ties) were barred in performances, and practices and rituals seen as ‘khurafat’ (deviations from PAS’s interpretation of Islam) were rebuked.

That was some 15 years ago.

Recently, It was presented with the opportunity to review this situation. Rey Buono, head of the School of Performance + Media Studies at Sunway University College, had long expressed his desire to take his students into the heartland of Kelantanese traditional performing arts. It was his hope that a week-long course involving an immersion process of research, observation, documentation, and study of Mak Yong in Kelantan may help give his students a deeper understanding of Malaysian theatre. This took place from Sun 26 Feb – Sun 5 Mar 2006.

More notably, on 25 November 2005, under an application prepared with the consultation of Dr Ghulam Sarwar Yusuf, the country’s (and in fact the world’s) foremost Mak Yong scholar and expert, Mak Yong received the honour of being one of 43 cultural Masterpieces proclaimed by UNESCO as being a part of the Oral and Intangible Heritage of Humanity.

Boycott ISRAEL's goodies.

2008-12-03T13:47:00.000+08:00

are dare?
tagged from http://balastix.blogspot.com/ aka sayut .

Pak Ndak, get well soon. (2)

2008-11-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

this noon, my mum called me and want to say something important about this unpredictable life.
so.. she talk and talk and talk until 1 part that i think i shall share with u all. she said, yesterday (saturday) theres a woman came to visit my uncle (pakndak). she was terribly shocked of what happen to my uncle. everybody just stood still and awkward of what she said.

so, my makndak asked her, what actly happen to her husband? the woman look deeply into my uncle eyes and suddenly she spoke very fast about the disease. she said ;

1. oh, dia nie sakit buatan orang nie. kalau ikutkan hospital mmg laa dorg akn ckp cancer.
2. oh, bkn org laen yg sihirkan dia. antara ahli keluarga jgkk ( tuuuutt)
3. oh, dia tuu kena sihir jenis menanam.
4. oh, penyihir tuu tanam satu benda (unknown) yg dibalut guna kain kapan diikat kedua² hujung pangkal.
5. oh, benda tuu dh lama dlm badan dia, kena berubat cepat nie.

then, she suddenly stopped. and , become normal back. she said, if needs a help just give her a call. she'll try to heal pakndak.

so, all the fellows surround got a new clue of what is actly happen to pakndak. and, they decided to take the woman, to heal pakndak tomorrow (today lah, sunday).

so, this morning, my uncles pick my dad and they all together will fetch the woman at the Alor Star, Kedah and bring her to heal pakndak at the Penang Hospital.

p/s : i hope she can heal pakndak back to normal.

ian's hope.

Pak Ndak, get well soon.

2008-11-29T15:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday, around 0140 am as i was watching movie.. suddenly my dad came out from bedroom with the red eyes. i knew he exhausted, btw in the afternoon my mum's car was involved in an accident with the fucking bastard lorry driver. he settled down all the consequences and just having some rest.

he abruptly woke up bcoz he got a call from my pak su, told him that my uncle, pak ndak was at the end of his life. okay, my pakndak just fall sick in this 3 month and he has been suspected of having cancer. a new found cancer. and now hes suffering this illness and got a treatment from the Penang Hospital.

paksu said hes otw to fetch my untie ( makteh ) from the Taiping bus station. then he will pick abah. after 30 mins waiting for paksu, abah decide to go to the Penang Hospital alone. but, we (my mum and i) knew that he was extremely fatigue. its too dangerous for him to drive. but then..

mum : along, hg p bersiap lah! teman abah.

ian : ala maa.. nk usha movie nie sampai abes. nk abes dh...

Vvvrrooommmmmmm Vrrrrooommmm.. ( my dad's car )

mum : hey cepat lahhh

ian : ye. japp jappp

then , i rush to my room and get dressed. it just around 2 mins. woo

dad is already in the car waiting for me.. then he drove slowly till he stop at one point and called paksu..

dad : hg kt mana laa nie? dh amek Cik Amah (mak teh) ?

pak su : otw otw. jappg aku amek hg.. kita p skali .

then daddy said to me, " haa, xpa la. paksu dh otw. hg xpyh p laa.. teman mama. "

me? sighhhh.. i tot i could visit pakndak this nite. but, its okay. its better me to be at home. as my mum also didnt feeling very well. so, we went home and the movie just at the end. haihhh..
then i when to bed, until.. 0645 am. i got a call from abah . he wants me to go to the market as pakndak wants to eat nasi daging. he dont want my mum to go, bcoz she had migrain. so, i went to the market and bought the daging Batang Pinang to make the nasi daging.

and i just woke up, its already 1600pm. and my parent just went to visit pak ndak again.

p/s : pak ndak, get well soon. we miss u :(

ian miss his uncle.

What Really Happened: Nirvana/Guns N' Roses Clash At The 1992

2008-11-28T12:38:00.000+08:00

So you live in Seattle, you used to play bass in a world-changing rock band, but these days you've got some time on your hands. What to do? Well, if you're Krist Novoselic of Nirvana, or Duff McKagan formerly of Guns N' Roses/currently of Velvet Revolver, the answer is clear: You blog for the Seattle Weekly. This week, Novoselic celebrated his first year of blogging by recapping the epic tale of the Nirvana/Guns N' Roses clash at the 1992 Video Music Awards.

You may remember the story: Axl Rose gets teased by Courtney Love backstage, and in response Axl steps to Courtney's husband, Kurt Cobain, to tell him to keep his lady in line. Words are exchanged! Axl challenges Kurt to get in the ring! And like every other similar challenge, it never happens.

Here's what does: Nirvana go onstage and play "Lithium," and the whole thing explodes into anarchy. Stage divers? Check! Novoselic tossing his bass 20 feet into air, failing to catch it and getting conked on the head? Check! Cobain and drummer Dave Grohl attacking their instruments? Check! It's an awesome example of what never happens on MTV anymore--but happens at M.I.A. shows all the time.

In his blog post, Novoselic talks about meeting McKagan backstage in '92, long before they were friends and blog-leagues ("I think Duff was also under the influence. He must have heard something from Rose and had a terse word for me..."), and he reveals which '70s rock god was in the green room waiting with some chilled medicine for his injury.

grab from The Blender Burner

must watch this movie ; Quarantine 18PA

2008-11-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

cool gila kot. ahaha. my friend and i went to the cinema around 1445 pm then, we check the movie that are available for us to watch.

ian : weyh, usha quarantine doh! yg laen lmbat lagi. kimak lah nk tnggu

anuar : erm.. aku ikut jaa! * smile :)

so, we agreed to watch quarantine. and it was about to start. so, we rush to the room no 1. as we enterd the room, and search for our seat, damn! there were couples there sitting in our place. so, we move to the other sit, and its fucking near to the screen :@)

the movie starts with the happy part * fucking bored! we want action! ahaha* .
Television reporter Angela Vidal (Jennifer Carpenter) and her cameraman are assigned to spend the night shift with a Los Angeles Fire Station. After a routine 911 call takes them to a small apartment building, they find police officers already on the scene in response to blood curdling screams coming from one of the apartment units. They soon learn that a woman living in the building has been infected by something unknown. After a few of the residents are viciously attacked, they try to escape with the news crew in tow, only to find that the CDC has quarantined the building. Phones, internet, televisions and cell phone access have been cut-off, and officials are not relaying information to those locked inside. When the quarantine is finally lifted, the only evidence of what took place is the news crew's videotape. everyone in this movie die horribly. serious shit. im scared to death. ahaha.

yeah. superb and cool. till now, i still remember every single horrid part of the story. 5 bintang beb! :D

Quarantine,
ian, scared to death!

Talqeen' and the funeral

2008-11-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

Nov 20th 2008

a new msg recieved ; weyy geng mak aku ningggal dlm pkul 9 pg td.

omg! i quickly call tht unknown number as i was woke up from dreaming. if im not mistaken it was at 2.30 pm.

ian : weyh sapa nie?

apis : aku nie, apis.

ian : apis mana?

apis : apis ahmad doh!

ian : oh okay okay. ang ktmana?

apis : kt kg dh nie.

ian : orite² . hg tunggu. japp g aku smpai!

i rushed to the loo and went to his house. it takes around 20 mins for me to reach there. phew.. when i reach at his house, there were many peps and relatives surround. it was a gloomy noon. seriously, i was very compassion. then i see apis, sitting with his cousin. he is still wearing the Politeknik Ungku Omar's t-shirt. and still.. tuck in.

ian : weyh ang okay dak? :( and he nodded slowly. yeah. i can feel the sorrow and pain hes facing at that time.

ian : cool lah pis. jgn la down sgt.

apis : yea. aku dlm cls td doh. mula² kakak aku cll, ckp mak tenat. pastu abg aku plak clling gtau suroh blik. aku pun slumber ah kuar drpd clss trus blik. masa tuu aku dh tau mak dh xdak doh. babi sedih!

ian : oh cool² weyh. mak sakit apa?

apis : demam besa je doh. dh 2 hari, tp pg td dy mcm lesu sgt. tgk² dh smpai waktu dy.

ian : oh. xpaa laa. nseb baek ang blik tiap² minggu. xde trasa sgt.

then, he asked me if i got a cigs. i said yes, i got. so we went to the backyard and smoke. but then, after half of his cigs, he gave back to me.

apis : weyh aku xlalu lah. tp nk je rokok.

ian : xpe. ang tgh daunt tuu. aku phm. aku phm.

then he entered the house to help his relative in order to manage the jenazah. hell. i was touched by the atmosphere. i was thinking what if im in his position? im the oldest, and i got a young sister. (3years old) wtf! seriously im not ready yet to face this. lucky him. he the youngest from seven other siblings. haihhs.

after donate some money, i could see my classmate nordin together with his dad coming. he told me that his mum already told him about this after he came back from extra class. (we do have an extra class that morning) after a few mins, my best buddy, annam comes. also from PUO came with my old friend ehsan. yeah, we chatted until the time for solat jenazah. hmm.. silent for while.

after tht, all of us together went to the graveyard. pheww. but, apis was very calm. real cool for the situation. then, i told annam that i wanted to see the 'hole' for the jenazah. so he do takes me to the hole. perghh. this is my first time and i can see it was very deep. " nie laa liang lahad, depaa gali dlm² pastu buat mcm 1 lg lubang nk letak mayat tuu" annam said to me.

after the funeral, i was really wanted to cry. as i put away all those stupid egos. then the imam start to read TALQEEN. everyones was muted. then doa and tahlil. i sit there around 45 mins. after its all done, i greet apis again. at the time, his face was very red. damn pity. after apis splash the roses and pandans water , we went to apis's house. apis and i was the last person who walked away from the graveyard.

it was already 6.30 pm. before i went back home, apis invited me to come to his house at night. it will be a kenduri arwah for 7days. oh, so i agree.

at night, i came to apis's house together with annam. then, we sit together and chat. apis looks fine and he was able to smile and laugh. idk y. but, maybe he don't want to show us how terrible his feeling are.

at 11.30 pm , annam and ehsan went back to PUO and i went to my house.

p/s : apis, be strong okay. for those reader, tolong bersama sedekahkan al-Fatihah kepada mak apis. (maimunah) sorry, idk whats her full name.

ian sympathetic. Nov 21st 2008

Chapter One

2008-11-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

A new chapter to begin, to drive a new life. this blog has been manipulated to become a personal blog. Thank you.

ian-xyme. Nov 21st 2008